LAST POST FOR 2010

Alhamdulillah..

I'm safely arrived in 1432 Hijriah..

Will I be safely arrive to 2011 too??not yet to be sure, got about 11 hours to go..

But still..alhamdulillah..

2010 is a veryyyyy good year for me..

yes..though it started with miserable moments (continued from the end of 2009)..

I felt so helpless...so weak..so hopeless...but i kept telling myself to keep moving forward..

i kept telling that Allah knows the best for me..

and then, came THE LIGHT..A CHANCE TO HIJRAH..

it came at the moment where honestly, I never ever think that it will come..

i thought that there's no way i could change it...and Allah gave me the chance that i could never imagine..Subhanallah..

So..new chapter of my life had started in April..

i got a government job..Honestly, I can say it's one of my dream jobs (well, i failed in achieving my ambition to be a doctor haha..also failed for Forensic)..and this one, is something that i've been dreaming of since my practical time in Hospital Ipoh..yes..Microbiology Science Officer in Hospital..because, as I said to my supervisor, my heart belongs to Medical Microbiology..not Agricultural Microb..

Well, of course it wasn't 'everyday is heaven'..it's LIFE ok!

there were also ups and downs..but still, doing things I love sooooo much, has made me stronger than before..

there are times when i felt sad..disappointed..but that was all because of human..

well, as most of us must have been warned that Employment will give u 'chance's to meet a very wide range of people..thus, i was ready..plus things i experienced much in UPM also has prepared me..so..why do I have to mind about people anymore?It's Allah that I care about..

Is my work good enough in HIS eyes?

Is my niat is good enough for HIM to accept?

Are my good deeds came from a sincere heart?

all that and many others should i worry right?

i'm strong enough because I also have my FAMILY that I love sooo much..

yeah, we also sometimes have waves among us..but, we're family..Blood is thicker than water right??..so to my Family..i'm sooooo grateful that you all are always there for me..

and of course i could never forget my saviour...ARASHI..

well, i know it seems stupid, annoying bla bla bla if u hear about fangirling..

but honestly, this is my 1st time in my whole 24 years of life that i fell sooooo deep in love with a group (especially my ichiban:Matsumoto jun (~_^)..)

they have motivated me through their songs..their dramas..their baka2 shows...and ultimately from their friendship..they have showed me the right way to be a more positive person..

so...come on!! ARASHI for dream! yeah!

and thanks to Arashi, now my sister and I have many new friends from different background and countries..and for me as long as we share the same love, i'll love them as much as I love Arashi (~_^)..so thank u all for being our new friends!! so, how come i shouldn't be grateful for their existence? i'm sooooooooo delighted that i have the chance to know Arashi, to love them, to be their fan, eventhough they would never know my existence (really?someday i'll show up in front of their eyes ok!)..and even i'm already 24 years and 12 days old, I hope that i'll be their fangirl for the next 10 years more hahaha..I hope, the love will never fade..

So...HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody!! hope this year will be better that 2010...

I wish u all thousands of success and happiness for 2011!!!!

doctor reviews

haNya dyaNa

am i or am i not an ARASHI's die-hard fan?

well..let's decide together..am i or am i not a die hard fan of ARASHI..

i've made a list, and mixed up the recent ones and the old ones too..hehehe

1. When I type something starting with the letter 'A' in youtube or google search, the 1st word will come out is ARASHI

2. In my phone's calendar, there are reminders for sho's, nino's, jun's, ohno's and aiba's birthdays..

3. so sudden, my favourite shows are ARASHI's variety show

4. Even my niece knows Arashi, eventhough she's only 2 and a half year old..hahah..( i bought a mini uchiwa with arashi pic, and asked her who they are, and she'll answer 'Alachi'..hahah)

5. Most of my downloaded videos are ARASHI related..

6. Most of my J-drama DVD have Arashi members as the cast...(well u may know it from my previous2 posts haha)

7. when i feel depressed, sad, or stressed out, ARASHI will cure me through their songs, shows

and drama....other than Al-Quran and ibadah...

8. when i'm doing nothing...suddenly i'll sing 'hyakunen sakimo.......' or 'donna..kotoba wo tsukaeba motto'...or some other chorus part sooooo loud..hahah

9. tears will fill my eyes everytime i think about their powerful friendship..especially when i listen to 5x10 song huhuhuhu......

10. I always imagine that someday, they'll be my friends...my close friends..haha

11. the country that i truly madly deeply love to go is JAPAN

12. when I see any Japanese tourist in malaysia, 1st thing come up to my mind is "can I ask her/him about Arashi?.."

13. Even upon hearing people speak Japanese, or saying JAPAN only, ARASHI will come to my mind

14. when i'm in a public places, eg. train station, i will imagine that i'll meet Arashi there and the only people realize their existence there is me and they will appreciate me for noticing them hahahahhaha....

15. Other than my RasulAllah saw and His Sahabah (1st place)...the 2nd most greatest friendship (in my opinion) is Arashi's friendship..

16. when i'm in Speedy or album store, the 1st division i'll go is Japanese/Korean..looking for Arashi's original album..but..always end up with disappoinment...

17. When I heard that someone I know is studying in Japan, I'll be soooooo jealous of him/her because he/she manage to go to Arashi's country...again..the words are 'Arashi's country'

hahaha..

18. Most of my Bookmark adresses are related to Arashi...

19. Suddenly, i feel that all Arashian (fans of Arashi) are my family...it doesn't matter they know me or not, the thing is, we share the same love for the same people..and that people want to spread the love, not the hate, so let's spread the love!!!(~_^)

20. from now on, i'll wish or maybe celebrate 5 birthdays without the birthday-boys~~~ARASHI's!

21. i'm not someone who will add friends in Facebook without knowing who are they..but, EXCEPTION to Arashi's fans haha!

22. well, in Jusco, there's a part where they're selling Japanese food, and that's one of my fav place in Jusco ahhahahahahah...

23. i really really really do wanna learn japanese language soooooooo much..in fact, i'm saving money to but a dvd set for learning japanese..heheh..

24. i start to use some japanese words...well...ohaiyoo..otanjoubi omedettou...ittadakimas...n many others haha....

25. when i see Doraemon, Nino will come to my mind

26. Whenever i watch a fishing documentary...or people say about fishing, Ohno will come up in my mind haha...

27. Even when people talking about 'skin-tan', it's Ohno i think about..

well, this list may be longer...i'll add up everytime i do something that make people think 'Is she really a die hard fan of ARASHI??' hehehehhe...

by the way...happy birthday Aiba-chan!!

hope ur bakawaii will last forever... (^_~)

haNya dyaNa

sisters' day out...again!!

ok...previous entry is related to this entry..heheh

today was sisters' day out again..

we watched Harry Potter and the deathly hallows Part 1, and Tangled (Rapunzel)..

both got 5 STARS!!!

seriously, this time in HP..though the situation is getting tougher, but the comedy was there...i had soooo much laughter..though some parts still made me cry huuhuu.. the opening was already got me there..at the moment where hermione disappear from her family~~huhuuu not surprise anymore to those who haven't watched yet hahaha

well...though ARASHI's friendship is still no.1 for me..then, HP n his friends got the 2nd place...risking lives, n gone through almost everything together...well, that's a great friendship rite?

nyway, it's time to go huhuhu...

going to update again, someday!

haNya dyaNa

new addition!!

ok...got new addition to my collection :)

1. Natsu no koi wa nijiiro ni kagayaku DVD

2. Arashi Around Asia 2008 in Tokyo

wahhhh...no. 1 I got with rm 39.90 and no. 2 was only rm26..and i bought it from a DVD store in Kinta City!!!!wahh..dat's why I love my hometown sooooooo much.....

i cant write long...i'll write full entry bout it someday huhuhuhuu~~~dunno when...

really hope that someday i'll be a regular blogger again huhuhuhuhuhu..

haNya dyaNa

hanya dyana..

saya rindu mau update blog selalu......

tapi apakan daya..

takpe..akan cuba cari method untuk update tanpa laptop dan wifi di sisi.. :)

haNya dyaNa

Sammy's adventure and Life as we know it

today was Sisters' day out..

we watched Sammy's Adventure in 3D, lunch in Kenny Roger's and got back with another movie Life as we know it.. :)

so, here i would like to share some personal views on these films :)

SAMMY'S ADVENTURE

well..for this, i gave 4 over 5 stars..the story is good, but a little bit boring in the middle..but the under sea view is marvellous..if you are one of the sea-person, the one that loves to go to aquaria, watch fishes, sharks and etc, this movie is made for u hehe..also, the moral value, it teaches us about our responsibility as human towards the other creature..we need each other to survive..and this movie also share bout the effects of pollution on sea caused by us, HUMAN...This movie is actually about Sammy, the turtle. from the moment he hatched, till he became a gradpa..how he survived his world, and how fate has made him sure about his mate..i like the saying ~~LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY :)

2nd movie is LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

ok..this one got 5 over 5...sweet..romantic...sad...anddd funny!! yes!

this is about Holly and Mess, they always fight with each other, but they befriended with the same bestfriends, a couple with a baby Sofie. One day their bestfriends died in a tragedy, and they left a will, stated that the guardian of baby Sophie, if anything happened to them are Holly and Mess....So of course at first everything got haywired..but slowly it turned out that they are suitable with each other..they are a family...hermmmm...

so, i was captured with the cuteness of baby Sophie at 1st to watch this movie, and it's so worthy :)

so..if u like a movie that is funny, yet so romantic, and sad in some part (i almost cry ok!)..though a little bit predictable..you should watch this movie..enjoice!!!

last but not least, we have these for lunch...Kenny Roger's Roaster!!nyam nyammmm!!

haNya dyaNa

SMILE AGAINN!!!

yeahh...smile agaiiinnnn...just like the song 'kansha kangeki ame arashi'..

haha..nyway, actually, i have finished watching the SMILE series...and totally in love with it...and also..totally jealous+envy with Hana-chan in this drama..owhhh....can nottttttt!!!

hahahahah....gedik lak haha..

it's very inspiring...i dont really know about foreigner situation in Japan, and this story surprised me. I thought that Japanese never have any racism towards others..but, the truth is, it exists everywhere in the world rite?

Jun-kun as Vito..well, i remember, there's a friend of mine who dont like Jun, because she said, Jun's acting is only about 'budget macho', 'budget handsome'...and i dont agree with her because she judged him through hana yori dango only..SMILE also a proof that Jun is not only acting with his Handsome face..in this drama, you can see so many 'ugly' expression, including 'muka lubang' of Jun hahhahaha...but still, he's the handsomest guy in my heart lalalallala~~~

Hana-chan also so cute in this drama...i was touched by her sweetness and innocent-ness (is there any word like this??hahahah).....but,totally JEALOUS with some scenes of her and Vito...wawawawawa....went to the cinema together?went to see 'girraffe' together?sitting romantically in van??touched hands on glass of the prison??and got confession from Vito about his feeling...aiyookkkkkkk....~~please Diyana, be rasional plzzz hahahhah...

but i love the drama not only because of all that...it inspires me..if u smile in any situation, it may help u through hardship..just like Vito...so many challenges, but with his smile, everything ends well, though not so easy to get there (^_^)

the only funny thing here is, on the last episode, when Vito got out from prison, he cut his hair short...it's so funny because, it reminds me of younger Jun...seriously, it's like seeing Jun-kun in his teenage years hahahahha...but still handsome haha...

anyhow...i give 5 over 5 stars..errr..but honestly, maybe most of it because I already love Jun-kun huhuhuhuhu....

but, it is worth for u to watch this drama...have the inspiration!!

haNya dyaNa

i'm pRoud..

recently, my posts are more on Arashi, but that doesn't mean that i've stopped blogging about life and other things, it just that it takes longer time to write bout others...aishhh....bila Dell mao pulang ke tuannye ni?huhu..

well...anyway, i'm so proud to be Arashian...and that's why this post is about...

well, there are so many reasons, and i'll write the other reasons in other entry..but now, just see this ;)

source: here

love them for who they are ;)

haNya dyaNa

anotheR collection?

clearfile ARASHI: mine!

pin badge: 1 is ine, 1 is my sis'

sho clearfile: my sis'

tote bag: mine

total: RM tuuuuuutttttttttt ahhahahhaha

haNya dyaNa

my neW coLLection?

okay..

it's been a while since my last post..

well, the reason is still the same..haha...

my Dell still with my bro...dat's ok..

nyway, here is my latest addition to my collection hehe..

actually, i start to collect all the movie and drama with members of Arashi in it haha..

so previously I already have

1.my girl (Aiba Masaki, and special appearance, Sakurai Sho)

2. Saigo no yakusoku (All 5 arashi in there ;P)

3. Myu no anyo papa ni ageru (Matsumoto Jun)

4. Tengoku de kimi ni aetara.. (Ninomiya Kazunari)

well...there are few that i decided not to buy for a while because i've watched it from my friends' DVDs such as Yamada Taro, Hana

Yori Dango, Kimi wa Petto and Bambino. And some from the internet like Kaibutsu-kun, and Natsu no Koi wa Nijiiro ni Kagayaku .But someday i'll buy them too...my goal now is to collect as many as I can the ones that i haven't watched yet..

so, latest edition is.......

picture taken from http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Smile

SMILE!!!

Synopsis

Hayakawa Vito has a Filipino father and a Japanese mother, but he was born and raised in Japan and has never visited the Philippines. The ever-smiling Vito works at Machimura Foods during the day, and at night, he works a part-time job trying to make his dreams come true. One day during an incident at a bookstore, he meets a girl named Mishima Hana, who lost her ability to speak due to an accident. But even though she can't speak, Vito is drawn to her beautiful smile. However, Vito becomes wrongly suspected by the police for a crime, and after meeting the lawyer Kazuma, the issue begins to grow... Together, Vito, Hana, and Kazuma will go through challenging times and have to overcome many obstacles. --Tokyograph (http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Smile)

hahahahah....obviously, my fav in Arashi is Matsujun, so...the ones with him in it will capture me more hahahaha....

so..now i'm trying to finish all 3 cds...so, everyday after work in hospital, SMILE will make my day!!!!! (^_^)

haNya dyaNa

tiaDa taJuk..

Salam Aidilfitri

di kesempatan ini, saya ingin memohon ampun maaf atas sebarang salah silap..terkasar bahasa..tersilap mentafsir...hati berprasangka dan segala macam silap sengaja dan tak sengaja..
Moga kita berpeluang bertemu Ramadhan yg akan datang!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haNya dyaNa

insya ALLAH

Insha Allah Lyrics | Inshallah Lyrics

By: Maher Zain

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
And That you're so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah you`ll find your way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah you`ll find your way

Every time you commit one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that it's way too late
You`re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah you`ll find your way
Insha Allah [x2]

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/insha-allah-lyrics-maher-zain.html ]

Insha Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way
Showed me the way [x3]

Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we`ll find our way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we`ll find our way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we`ll find our way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we`ll find our way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we`ll find our way
Insha Allah [x2]
Insha Allah we`ll find our way

haNya dyaNa

agaMa untuK dunia..

salam...sementara berkesempatan, nak kongsi sesuatu..

baru2 ni..aku pergi dengar ceramah sempena Ramadhan kat auditorium...

Hospital aku memang rajin buat ceramah sepanjang Ramadhan..

aku teringat2 satu ayat Ustaz...

"umat Islam sekarang, mengambil agama untuk urusan dunia..dan mengamalkan agama ikut apa yg mereka suka.."..

penerangannya macam ni..

contoh dikatakan mengambil agama untuk urusan dunia, kita nakkkkk sangat cemerlang..kita buat solat hajat...berdoa bersungguh2..

tapi bila hari biasa2,solat sunat xde...solat wajib cepat2...doa pendek2...

then, bila nak exam, kita baca yassin...solat hajat...tapi di lain kali??

bila buat satu keputusan sgtttt penting, baru kita teringat nak buat istikharah...

sedangkan, istikharah yg berterusan itu lebih baik...memudah setiap keputusan walau sekecil mana pun...kerana sbrg keputusan kita dlm hidup lead to another things kan??

pernah 1 ketika, sekadar gurau kecil, kawan berfikir2 nak pindah rumah ke x..dan aku skdr bergurau, buatlah istikharah..dan seorang yg lain segera menyampuk "ait, benda macam ni pun nak istikharah???"...hermmm...jauh sudah rupanya urusan dunia dgn agama....

sedangkan...sepatutnya segala apa yg kita kerjakan di dunia ni, untuk dapatkan redhaNYA..

aku bekerja kerana Allah, dan dengan itu aku akan peroleh wang yang halal..yang mampu sara keluarga aku...

aku buat kerjaku dengan sebaik2nya..sebab Allah sayangkan hambaNYA yang melakukan sesuatu dengan usaha yg terbaik...

aku belajar kerana Allah, dengan itu aku mampu cemerlang, dan mengangkat nama agamaku..keluargaku dan negaraku..

mungkin semua ini masih belum terlambat untuk kita semai dalam hati..

mengambil apa yang kita suka sahaja..

maksud yg kita xberapa berkenan nak amal, kita x amal...

contoh aku sendiri..

aku sukakan perfume..

aku tahu, wanita memakai haruman di luar adalah haram..

sepatutnya untuk suami sahaja...dan jika mahu juga, cukuplah untuk menutup bau badan..

bukan untuk dihidu oleh orang lain..

tapi.......aku tetap pakai berlebihan...macam satu kepuasan..tp tetaplah tidak sehingga dihidu oleh orang lain..

dan ibu menegur anak daranya ini..saat tengah bersembur2 minyak wangi hahahha

tapi..beberapa alasan ku beri...namun....alasan itu hanya alasan...

aku tersedar seketika...

aku amalkan menutup aurat....menutup tubuh badan...berstoking..tp dek kerana mengabaikan amaran Allah yang satu ini, aku menghimpun banyak dosa...

ini yang aku sedari...banyakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk lagi dosa yang aku buat mungkin..

contoh lain..mengumpat..

kita tahu mengumpat itu dosanya besar...

malah antara punca utama wanita ke neraka..

tapi sering bila mengumpat kita memberi alasan..

"ni untuk lepaskan perasaan".."ni untuk pengajaran"....

aku sendiri buat...tapi, cuba renungkan semula..berapa peratus untuk lepaskan perasaan...berapa peratus yang kita jadikan pengajaran???

kadang2...sekadar untuk mencari2 silap saudara itu...

adakah kita ini terlalu sempurna sehingga setiap apa yang dilakukan oleh orang lain itu banyak silapnya?

tapi kita tetap buat...xterhenti dengan larangan Allah ini..kenapa?

sbb kita suka....

jadi...di saat nafas masih di dada...saat masih diberi nikmat menjenguk hari esok..mari kita sama2 muhasabah..

masih tidak terlewat untuk bertaubat..

masih tidak terlewat memohon ampunan...kerana Allah itu Maha Pengampun..Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang...

ingin kongsi sebuah kisah..

terdapat seorang hamba Allah yang sgtttttttttttttttttttttttt kuat beribadah...

duduk di sebuah tempat terpencil..dan hanya beribadah setiap masa..

satu hari, ditakdirkan ajalnya tiba..

saat dihitung, dia layak untuk masuk ke syurga...dan Allah berkata "Maka masuklah engkau ke dalam syurga dengan REDHAKU"...

sempat hamba ini berkata " Ya Allah, aku beribadah sepanjang masa, mengapa aku ke syurga dengan redhaMU?mengapa tidak kerana amalanku???"

dan perhitungan sekali lagi dibuat....namun, amalan hamba ini bila ditimbang tidak mampu menandingi redha Allah..maka dihumbanlah hamba ini ke dalam neraka....

pengajaran...setiap apa yg kita lakukan, lakukan untuk dapatkan redhaNYA..bukan kerana untuk masuk syurga..bukan untuk merasa mulia...bukan untuk selain drNYA...

tiada manusia sempurna, kerana itu adanya keampunan...

jadi...sama2 kita renungkan..dan SELAMAT BERAMAL!!!! (^_~)

~~~aku juga manusia biasa...xlari dari dosa...tapi sekadar mahu berkongsi...hidayah itu milik ALLAH~~~

haNya dyaNa

no more 'My Life as Me'????

it's been a while since my last blogwalking due to the hectic schedule, new job and no laptop..

last night and this morning i took some time to be back on track..

well......then,realized that there's one blog with name almost like 'My life as Me'..and kind of surprised because i do know the previous name...but....it's ok..i do understand the coincidence..

and i do think that maybe the blogger has no intention to copy me (haha perasan...)

huhuhu...but, i dont know, i've been using 'My life as Me' from the birth of my blog (cewwah)...so, it feels something like sad to think that the originality is not there anymore...........

it feels weird when i opened that blog in the next tab of my blog..haha...and honestly, a little sad (aiyoyo!!)...

so...i'm thinking.....

maybe....just maybe.....i have to start searching for a new name..

maybe it will be a fresh start for my blog, and maybe for me too...(~_^)

sooo...any idea????

p/s: this is not to blame or confront entry to the blogger...it just a 'feeling expression' hehe..so please no hard feeling ;)

haNya dyaNa

BerteMu dan beRpisah..

19 hb ogos yang lepas genap 4 bulan aku di tempat kerja baru...

Alhamdulillah, segalanya berjalan baik..

sedikit2 ujian pasti ada, hidup la katakan...

tapi setakat ini, semua ok...

cuma, sedikit sedih sebab ada MLT dapat transfer pulang ke negeri masing2...

sedih sbb dah mula rapat pun dengan dorang...

dan sedih sebab tengok orang lain sedih...aku memang tak boleh tengok orang nangis2 hahaha..

apa2 pun...Selamat berjaya pada K.Joy n K.itry...

terima kasih atas segala ilmu dan tunjuk ajar...~~suda mula sedey~~

walau kita baru kenal, harap kamu2 tidak lupakan saya huhuhu...

memandangkan ni laptop k.ipar, jd masih belum ada mood mao tulis panjang2..

insyaAllah ada rezeki akan kembali menceriakan blog ni hehehhe...

babaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!

haNya dyaNa

lupa..

salam semua...

aiyoooo..rindu bangat mahu blogging..

always have things to tell about...tapi, bila dapat kesempatan, terus lupa segala..huhu..

mcm ni, memang kena tunggup laptop kembali ke ribala jawabnya haha...

haNya dyaNa

yeeeHHHHaaaa!!

salam semua!!!

alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah..

sebenarnya sedikit excited nak tulis entry kali ni..

sebenarnya, rabu n khamis hari tu, aku ke Ulu langat, menghadiri program ala2 kursus kepimpinan anjuran Hospital tersayang..

aku bersyukurrrrrrrr sgt dipilih untuk pergi sebab, aku betul2 xsangka dapat bergaul dengan ketua2 jabatan, ketua2 jururawat, penyelia jururawat, pegawai2 jabatan lain, and in-fact, turut dapat peluang untuk bersemuka secara terus dengan timbalan pengarah hospital..

heheh..ditakdirkan, diorang nak orang muda2 untuk jadi ketua kumpulan, dan aku antara 4 yang terpilih..heheh...tapi, syukur sbb ahli kumpulan aku semua sangat sporting n best...selain aku, dalam kumpulan aku ada Timbalan Pengarah, KJ Forensik, KJ Farmasi, Pegawai Farmasi, Penyelia Jururawat, juga pembantu pegawai di bahagaian pentadbiran. Siapa sangka, kumpulan yg namanya simple je, TOPUP leh dapat kumpulan no 1 yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! korang cuba bayang, waktu outdoor activity, kami kena buat tandu (carrier) then ahli kumpulan kena angkat aku dlm tandu tu utk ke setiap check point, gila2 segan aku, tapi mmg tabikkkkk sgt dgn kesportingan mereka2....huhuhu...terharu....sroooott...sroott...

paling aku xsangka, aku dpt peluang untuk tanya sendiri kt Timb pengarah pasal pelepasan mercy, dan dpt tanya KJ Forensik samaada boleh x aku meninjau2 jabatan dan kes beliau....hehe...maklumla, cita2 nak jadi ahli forensik xkesampaian...

apa pun, kursus 2 hari 1 malam ni sangat best...banyakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk aku dapat pelajari...kira sebagai pegawai baru, aku tercari2 lagi direction yg patut aku ambil, dan kursus ni bagai memberi aku jawapannya...

seriously, aku sangat bersyukur...

macam poyo je kan, bersyukur pun nak bagitau orang, tapi memang aku sgt bersyukur yang xdpt nak digambarkan dengan kata2...

jadi, menggunakan kesempatan ini untuk ucap pada semua ahli kumpulan aku dan juga penceramah2 BMR, TERIMA KASIH!! ARIGATO!!! walaupun aku tau dorang xtau pun kewujudan blog ni, apatah lagi nak baca kikikikikiki...

alhamdulillah....aku sangat sayang dengan hidup yg sekarang...alhamdulillah...

xsangka aku masih berpeluang untuk hidup dengan hati yang tenang...ye, ujian akan tetap datang, tapi insyaAllah, dgn hati yang lebih kuat, aku akan tetap cuba untuk senyum kembali (^_^)

haNya dyaNa

selamat hari guru!!!

yer...mao ucap selamat hari guru..

kepada..

Guru2 tadika Islam ABIM al-Furqan...

Guru2 SERI Al-Ummah..

Guru2 SMKASAS...

Guru2 Kolej Mara Kulim..

juga..Pensyarah2 UPM..

serta rakan2 yg telah bergelar guru..

tak lupa..semua guru2 di Malaysia..

terima kasih kerana berusaha berjuang mencurah ilmu dan mendidik anak bangsa..

moga segala usahamu diberkati Allah...

aku tujukan lagu ini...khas untuk semua guru...

Lilin Seorang Guru

Album : Impian Kasih

Munsyid : In-Team

http://liriknasyid.com

Pernah langkah ku payah

Menuju ke destinasi

Kerana malam gelap

Dan bintang hilang kerdipnya

Menjadikan arah ku keliru

Ke timur atau ke barat

Bagai lilin membakar diri

Menerangi kegelapan hati

Kau curahkan bakti dan budi

Jasamu tiada berganti

Namun tanpa rasa payah

Dia memimpin tanganku

Melangkah satu persatu

Dan mencipta jejak impian

Menjadikan arahku jelas

Aku harus ke hadapan

Ohoo… aku kini rindu

Pada satu nama yang berjasa

Tuhan, beri kekuatan

Untuk mendidikku selamanya

Ku pohon restu kasih-Mu

Ampunkanlah guru-guruku

Semalam ku lihat dia

Di bibirnya ada kalimah

Yang bergetar saban waktu

Sambil tangan menggenggam lilin

Lilin yang tiada terpadam

Menerangi hidupku kini

p/s: al-fatihah untuk guru2 yang telah pergi menemui Ilahi...especially Teacher Noriyat... (T_T)

haNya dyaNa

maO tuLis..

rindunya nak berblogging..
tapi bila dapat buka..dah ilang sgala idea..
huhuh..
xpe2..tunggu laptop aku kembali ke pangkuan...pasti akan lebey salu update..
tp tupon mungkin hjg mggu saje..
sbb hari2 bese bz saje huhuhu...
pepon...
rindu giler sbnrnye sm blog ahhahaha

haNya dyaNa

siBukk..huhu

salam..

ye..akhir2 ni..agak sibuk..

jujurnya..not sibuk physically..tp mentally..

hermm..doakan semuanya dipermudahkan ea..

so da btul2 setel, akan kembali mengupdate..huhuhu....

haNya dyaNa

siapaLah saya...

salam..

saya nak kongsi satu perkara dengan semua..

sekadar, berkongsi pendapat..

kalau lepas baca, anda senyap dan xbagi pendapat pun xpe..

tapi sekurang2nya anda fikir2kan ye ;)

ehhhh kenapa tiba2 terrr'saya' di sini??hehheheh

anda baca ini dahulu...macam biasa, tekan gambar tu if xjelas ye..

okeh...

jujurnya..langsung tak ada salah apa2 dengan komen2 di atas..

tapi..saya mulakan dengan firman Allah yang mafhumnya,

"Dan hendaklah ada di antara kamu segolongan umat yang menyeru kepada kebaikan, menyuruh kepada yang makruf dan mencegah dari yang mungkar; merekalah orang-orang yang beruntung." (Ali-Imran: 104)

juga

“Serulah (manusia) kepada jalan Tuhanmu dengan hikmah dan pelajaran yang baik dan bantahlah mereka dengan cara yang baik. Sesungguhnya Tuhanmu, Dialah yang lebih mengetahui tentang siapa yang tersesat dari jalan-Nya dan Dialah yang lebih mengetahui orang-orang yang mendapat petunjuk.”(Q.S. An-Nahl: 125)

ya..semua umat Islam adalah daie (pendakwah)..

tiada yang terkecuali..dan caranya adalah seperti yg disebut di atas..dengan mengajak, baik sesama Muslim mahupun bukan Muslim, untuk mengikuti perintah-perintah Allah SWT dan menjauhi larangan-larangan-Nya

baik..saya bukan Ustazah...

saya sekadar bekas pelajar tadika Islam, sekolah rendah Islam, juga SMKA...

ilmu saya juga tidaklah sehebat mana...

amalan???sesungguhnya Allah lebih mengetahui..

namun, bila ada peluang dan kesempatan, saya akan cuba sampaikan sesuatu..biarpun saya sendiri sering leka dan lalai..

biar saya kongsi sesuatu..

dulu, saya juga dalam golongan yg saya gunakan namanya 'orang surau'..

ye..saya sangat suka..akhlak lebih terpelihara...iman terjaga..

kawan pun...

well, kawan adalah cermin pada diri kita kan??

tapi....ada beberapa perkara yg saya perasan...maaf saya sebut hal ini, mungkin tidak semua, tapi kebanyakan yang saya jumpa adalah begini...begini macamana??

begini...kebanyakan mereka, berdakwah..namun sasaran mereka bagai lebih kepada mereka2 yang menerima didikan agama yg kuat..atau yg telah sedia mahu membaikkan diri..

terlupakah mereka..tak semua..saya ulang..tak semua bernasib baik untuk terima didikan agama yang baik...xsemua mampu menahan malu untuk bertanya atau mengubah diri ke arah kebaikan..dan tak semua mudah terbuka hatinya untuk menerima kebaikan yang nyata..

malah..ada juga berpendidikan agama..tapi terlupa mengamalkan...

namun, mereka bagai terlupa, manusia ini mudah lupa....sebab itu Islam menyuruh kita saling memperingati..

saya bagi kisah yg mudah..

pernah saya di surau..saya organize satu majlis..niatnya agar lebih ramai turun ke surau..alhamdulillah, majlis itu berjaya menarik ramai orang2 yg jarang ke surau untuk join..

saya sangat gembira..dan berdoa moga Allah buka hati mereka untuk kerap turun..namun, senyuman sy bagai termati apabila betul2 depan saya, seorang 'teman perjuangan' menyambut salam seorang 'muka baru' dengan berkata sdikit kasar "terima kasihlah datang, lain kali datanglah lagi, jangan hari ni je"......saya lihat 'muka baru' itu berlalu dengan sedikit masam di muka..

kisah kedua...juga saya organize satu majlis..kali ini di dewan..dan antara niatnya adalah 'orang surau' boleh dekati dengan cara lebih santai dengan warga kolej...tapi..1 petang, saya turun ke dewan, terlihat beberapa warga kolej sedang meyiapkan dewan..mana 'teman seperjuangan' saya??saya ke surau...dan rungutan yang mereka beri adalah "kenapa ada mereka je??mana orang kita??susahlah macam ni"...asataghfirullahal'azim..hanya mahu buat kerja sesama 'orang kita' sahaja ke?????rasa mahu menitik air mata...namun saya tahankan..

pernah saya minta pendapat seorang teman katanya "memang selama ni nak pegi surau selalu, tapi bila pergi, ada yang perli2 la..jeling2"..dulu saya bersangka baik, saya katakan mgkin itu perasaan mereka sahaja..namun, bila hal2 begini jadi depan mata, apalagi mampu saya katakan..

itu hanya kisah2 mudah...rasa tak sanggup kongsi kisah2 extreme..

tapi..itu antara sebab, saya menjarakkan diri...hati saya bagai tawar...

saya dilantik sebagai timbalan pengerusi kerohanian, pada saya, tanggungjawab saya ketika itu adalah menyampaikan dakwah pada SEMUAAAA warga kolej, Islam dan bukan Islam, 'orang surau' atau 'orang biasa'..dengan doa agar usaha yang sikit itu mampu membuka hati mereka...dan pada saya, jawatan itu memberi peluang kpd saya..

ini kali pertama saya membuat pengakuan terbuka...hermm...maaf andai ada yang terasa...

apa yang saya cuba sampaikan di sini adalah ..berberapa perkara..

SATU:

biar siapa pun anda..jangan pernah merasa rendah diri..

sampaikanlah nasihat..sampaikanlah kebaikan..biar siapa pun anda..

kerana itu RasulAllah SAW mengingatkan kita "dengarlah nasihat tanpa melihat siapa yang memberinya"...kenapa??sbb hidayah itu milik Allah..siapa2 pun Allah mampu pilih untuk mengingatkan kita..jangan sekali2 kita menjawab "ko sape??xlayak nak nasihat aku"..xpun.."ala, ko tu pun sama, nk nasihat orang"..jangan..sebalik berterima kasihla sbb skurang2nya kita diperingatkan ;)

biarkan kalau ada yang menghentam..sbb sesungguhnya, mungkin dgn sedikit kata dari anda, mampu dijadikan pintu sampainya hidayah Allah pd merka...insyaAllah..

nak kongsi juga 1 cerita..

seorang teman, mualaf, mencari2 tempat untuk belajar mengaji..saya merasa bersalah kerana dek kesibukan makmal, sy kurang dapat membantu, masa dan jadual kami sgt berbeza..tapi saya menyangkakan yang akan ada yang boleh..maklumla, sebelum ini ramaiiiii yang berkobar2...saya tanyakan pada dia "kenapa tidak minta tolong 'mereka' (saya mahu guna nama 'orang surau')..jawapan yg dia beri sgt menyedihkan hati saya..jawabnya.."sudah, tapi akak, macam2 alasan..ada yang kata, diorang xcukup ilmu nak ajar saya mengaji.."...saya sedikit kecewa..kerana 'mereka' yg saya maksudkn beria2 mewar2kan mereka adalah pejuang agama...adakah selama ini mengaji tanpa tajwid???tapi....ermm...tepuk dada tanya iman...

DUA:

ini pada mereka2 yang menggelar diri pendakwah..

harap sangattttt...bukakanlah minda..

zaman kini, terlalu banyak dugaan dan cabaran..bukan untuk anda shaja..tapi untuk semua masyarakat..

dekatilah setiap lapisan mad'u...

janganlah memilih...dan janganlah memandang rendah pada sesiapa..

sedarilah bahawa tidak semua beruntung mendapat didikan agama sebaiknya..

tidak semua dilahirkan keteguhan iman..ketinggian akhlak..bukankah tanggungjawab kita menyampaikan nasihat kepada mereka..dari segala segi...

jangan cepat merasa bangga dengan perjuangan, kerana jalan itu masiiihhhhhh jauh..

masyarakat kini cerminnya...jangan memandang 1 isu itu dr 1 sudut sahaja..

Islam itu syumul...Islam itu sesuai dengan segala zaman..segala lapisan manusia..

gunakanlah peluang sebaiknya..

berbalik pada komen2 facebook saya di atas...pengkomen itu itu mungkin tidak berniat mengomen penuh perasaan hingga saya gunakan di sini..tp ini saja contoh lembut yg saya boleh tunjuk...

dan pada saya..memang Nabi Muhammad ikon terbaik..tapi berkata bagi pihak diri sendiri..kadang2, saya juga terlalai...dan dalam masa yg sama, ada contoh2 lain juga yg saya letakkan sebagai ikutan...mungkin perkataan ikon kurang sesuai kot..hehe..tapi saya sekadar memetik statement Wardina...

apapun..siapalah saya...

saya sekadar manusia yag sangattttttt sering lalai...saya akui...............

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

haNya dyaNa

siGnature sayeR!!!

salam..
saja maO test signature..kikiki....
makaseh to 'macik' yg lompat2 sbb pacat tu...refer entry sebelum ni ea..
macehhhhhh!!

haNya dyaNa

cat....cat...paCattt!!

hehe..salam semua..
hari ni nak citer pasal pacat hehe..
kenapa tiba2 je berminat nak cerita??
saja..sebab semalam baru sorang 'macik' dalam family aku..
tengah mandi tuh..boleh dia berlari2 keluar menjerit2 hahah..
~~err..dia sempat capai tuala ye..
aku yang kat dapur pun cepat2 la turun sebab dia jerit2 "akak, cepat akakkkk!!"
korang tau sebenarnya apa kes??
hahha..dia ingat ada pacat naik kat kaki dia waktu mandi..
sebenarnya benang karpet yg nmpak2 macam pacat je hahaha..
kelakar2....

aku pun geli sikit2la dengan pacat ni..
tp lepas dulu aku pegi camping kat tempat yang banyak gila pacat..
lepas tu da xtakut da heheheh....

banyak orang kasi petua dengan pacat ni..
ada yang pesan, sebelum masuk tempat2 yg dikhuatiri ada pacat ni, korang masukkan hujung seluar tu dlm stokin...pastu sembur2 ridsect kat kaki..
then if da kena gigit, jgn terus cabut, letak garam so dia ley la tertanggal..
aku xpernah try...selalunya aku kena gigit, bila dia da kenyang baru aku tersedar heheh...

apa2 pun, pacat taklah berbahaya sangat kalau dibanding dengan sedara pacat..cik lintah..huhu..
cik lintah agak bahaya...

entry ni bukanlah mau cerita pasal pacat sangat walaupun at 1st niatnya macam tu heheeh..
tp tiba2 tukar plan hehhe....
so..cukup dulu takat ni..laen kali kita cerita hal lain ye heheh

awaRd (^_^)

salam..
okeh..terimas to my dear BEAUTIFUL cousin Athirah Hanafiah kikikiki~~
sbb dia kasi aku award ne...so i tepekla..dan buat apa yang patut..


so..this awars came with:
1. Thank and link the person that gave you the award -- sudahhh
2. pass this award onto 15 bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic
3. contact each blog and let them know they won the award
4. State 7 things bout yourself

okeh...1 sudah..
2 lak..leh x sy bagi kwn2 saya??so..not recently discovered la haha..suka i la kann..so..they are:
1. ella ~
2. cik ada
3. masirah
4. k.lia
5. aini
6. naqiah

hehe..sudahla..boley??len kali i akan lebey rajin utk blogwalking ea..heheheh...

so..7 things about me..hermmm..
1. baru je dapat keje alhamdulillah...
2. i love my family sooooo much but i'm not really good in showing it..i think ;)
3. sangat benci orang hipokrit dan berhati busuk
4. sayangkan kawan2 tapi pernah putus kawan dgn 3-years-bestfriend
5. single but not available anymore..hehe..dunno in the future yet ;)
6. sangat suka benda2 comel hahahaha...
7. kipas-susah-mati ARASHI....arashi for dream!!

eaRth hoUr 2010~~

salam..
honestly, this year's Earth hour was not as great as last year..
last year, some students shouted "Earth hour!! tutup lampu semua"..
and people started tu switch off their lights..
but today..Earth hour 2010..u can count how many rooms switch off their lights..

jujurnya..aku tak marah..
aku bukan perdana menteri ke apa haha..
cuma agak kesal la..
siap ada yang kata tenaga akan terbuang la bila tutup lampu..
macam2 alasan la..

helloo....earth hour sebenarnya kempen utk create awareness..
KESEDARAN..
memangla xwajib...memangla xdapat buat perubahan besar ke apa..
tapi KESEDARAN tu penting..
tau x salah satu penyumbang global warming yang teruk ialah electricity pollution, mostly dari fossil-fuel based..
jujur aku cakap..kdg2 aku pun terlupa..aku manusia..
so bila earth hour..aku macam teringat balik..
aku tersedar..dan kesedaran tu akan ada...dan perlahan2 akan menipis..
dan akan tersedar smula bila kempen ni diwar2kan smula..
itu realiti..aku xmalu nak ngaku..

then, ada yang cakap, orang tutup lampu, tp pasang lilin..tu mnyumbg gk kn pd global warming??
yer..mmg..tp kalu dikira2...dicongak2....xkanla 1 lampu kita tutup, kita nyalakan 50 lilin kn??salunya 1, 2 je..dan karbon yg disumbangkan xlah sbyk memasang lampu slama sejam..especially mentol yg x environemntal friendly..

anyway...kesimpulan adalah...KESEDARAN sangat penting..
bukan dalam hal Earth our je..
tp segala2nya...
ALLAH kurniakan bumi yang indah...dan kita manusia dengan rakus membunuhnya..
terlupakah kita..bumi ini milik Allah....

sape2 rasa xfaham tentang earth hour..
ianya kempen untuk bagi kesedaran. caranya? tutup lampu selama sejam..lebey baik lagi..tutup sume alat letrik yang xpenting n xgna..
ia adalah simbol yang kita sayangkan bumi kita..
itu saja... (^_^)

reaLiti sekaraNg...

hehe...
tadi tercuri dengar orang cakap kat kawan dia...
wktu ni kat satu kedai yang lokasinya dirahsiakan...
lebey kurang macam ni la..
"ishh...boleh x dia cakap aku sensitif sgt...sbb benda kecik aku terasa. Kira aku baikla bgtau dia aku terasa...dia xtau, kwn2 baik dia yg kunun 'x sensitif' sgt tu, bila terasa, mengumpat2 dia kat belakang...at least, aku nk elak mengumpat la aku bgtau terus terang..."

hahahha...well..aku rasa sebenarnya, manusia zaman sekarang ni ramai je macam tu..
bila kita berterus terang tentang sesuatu yang menyinggung perasaan kita, orang label kita ne sensitif...senang kecik hati...bla bla bla..
tapi..percaya atau tidak..orang2 yang konon2 xsensitif...xsenang kecik hati tu..
kebanyakannye lebih mudah mengambil jalan dengan mengumpat2 belakang je bila dorang terasa....
xsemua la..kita kena bersangka baik...
tapi kebanyakan la...
hatta kawan baik sendiri pun...

apa2pun....nauzubillah min zalik..
aku kalau baik dengan orang...walau xrapat..
aku xkan mengumpat dia..kalau ada pun, aku cuba lapik2 huhu...
sebab pada aku, macam something yang sangat xbaik mengumpat orang yang kawan dengan kita..hehe..
so kadang2 kalo aku terasa, aku bagitau je..or kasi hint..
then, mmg cnfirm r kena cop sensitif..lantakla...at least aku jujur..
dosa yg bertimbun2 nak dihisab tu pun da byk...xkan aku nak tambah dgn dosa mngumpat n talam dua muka...huhuhu...nauzubillah..
tapi semua depend on individu la...aku just cerita aku hehe..

hehheh...after all...mungkin itulah realiti akhir zaman..
'ISLAM is the way of life' hanya satu cogan kata...hanya beberapa je yg betul betuuuuuuuuul mengamalkannya..aku pun byk cela2 perlu dibaiki.....hermm...