I'm safely arrived in 1432 Hijriah..
Will I be safely arrive to 2011 too??not yet to be sure, got about 11 hours to go..
2010 is a veryyyyy good year for me..
yes..though it started with miserable moments (continued from the end of 2009)..
I felt so helpless...so weak..so hopeless...but i kept telling myself to keep moving forward..
i kept telling that Allah knows the best for me..
and then, came THE LIGHT..A CHANCE TO HIJRAH..
it came at the moment where honestly, I never ever think that it will come..
i thought that there's no way i could change it...and Allah gave me the chance that i could never imagine..Subhanallah..
So..new chapter of my life had started in April..
i got a government job..Honestly, I can say it's one of my dream jobs (well, i failed in achieving my ambition to be a doctor haha..also failed for Forensic)..and this one, is something that i've been dreaming of since my practical time in Hospital Ipoh..yes..Microbiology Science Officer in Hospital..because, as I said to my supervisor, my heart belongs to Medical Microbiology..not Agricultural Microb..
Well, of course it wasn't 'everyday is heaven'..it's LIFE ok!
there were also ups and downs..but still, doing things I love sooooo much, has made me stronger than before..
there are times when i felt sad..disappointed..but that was all because of human..
well, as most of us must have been warned that Employment will give u 'chance's to meet a very wide range of people..thus, i was ready..plus things i experienced much in UPM also has prepared me..so..why do I have to mind about people anymore?It's Allah that I care about..
Is my work good enough in HIS eyes?
Is my niat is good enough for HIM to accept?
Are my good deeds came from a sincere heart?
all that and many others should i worry right?
i'm strong enough because I also have my FAMILY that I love sooo much..
yeah, we also sometimes have waves among us..but, we're family..Blood is thicker than water right??..so to my Family..i'm sooooo grateful that you all are always there for me..
and of course i could never forget my saviour...ARASHI..
well, i know it seems stupid, annoying bla bla bla if u hear about fangirling..
but honestly, this is my 1st time in my whole 24 years of life that i fell sooooo deep in love with a group (especially my ichiban:Matsumoto jun (~_^)..)
they have motivated me through their songs..their dramas..their baka2 shows...and ultimately from their friendship..they have showed me the right way to be a more positive person..
so...come on!! ARASHI for dream! yeah!
and thanks to Arashi, now my sister and I have many new friends from different background and countries..and for me as long as we share the same love, i'll love them as much as I love Arashi (~_^)..so thank u all for being our new friends!! so, how come i shouldn't be grateful for their existence? i'm sooooooooo delighted that i have the chance to know Arashi, to love them, to be their fan, eventhough they would never know my existence (really?someday i'll show up in front of their eyes ok!)..and even i'm already 24 years and 12 days old, I hope that i'll be their fangirl for the next 10 years more hahaha..I hope, the love will never fade..
So...HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody!! hope this year will be better that 2010...
I wish u all thousands of success and happiness for 2011!!!!