one pOint to anOther..

*****one day****

an old friend called me for catching up

yeah, after i signed up as scientific officer, i barely spend my time with my old friends

huhu...

owh, forgot, this old friend is a boy-friend

for me, he's like a brother, so we used to share many things..

and at some point, this conversation happened to be about:

old-friend: diyana da berubah ke?

me: sangatttttt...confirm da berubah..pakaian pon..

old-friend: diyana dah xpakai macam dulu ke?

me: totally not huhuhu..

old-friend: kenapa??

me: huhu..jangan tanya kenapa**sebak**

me: tapi...mungkin sebab iman dah nipis huhuhu**sebak lagi**

yeah...i've changed a lot...

in someway..better..

in some way...worse...

i know that now i'm happier...

now that my life has more meaning...

i have new great friends..(well all my friends from school till now are great)..

i know that some of my dreams already came true..

some are still in process..keep striving for those..

but...at the same time, i miss a little bit of my old self..

especially on how i wear things huhu..

i mean...my tudung...my clothes...

totally, all based on my Iman now huhuhu...

today, when i was in the KTM train, i saw 3 woman wearing 'tudung labuh' and 'jubah'..

and that moment i realize that i miss a little bit of my old self...

the one that is very good in covering the aurat of a muslimah....

but i have reasons...(maybe they were just my excuses ;p )..

i've been through soooooooooo many things...

and i learnt from all those things...

and when i was given a second chance, i used it wisely..

i came with new image...

well..maybe..just maybe..

if i want to change it back to how it used to be, maybe i should change my place..

i mean..hijrah to a new place..then maybe it will be easier (~_^)

i love how my life is now...

but i also want to be a better muslimah....

please pray for me........................................................................

haNya dyaNa