heRe and theRe..

i rather be here..

than being there..because..

when i'm there, if i'm being left, i'll feel hurt..

and i'll try to search for reasons...

then i'll come up with:

oohh..i'm not beautiful..

owhhh..i dont know how to take leisure time and go lepak2 while other people do my job..or people thinking that i'm doing my works at other place..

owhhh...i dont know how to say sweet things..

owhhh..i dont know how to pretend...and bla bla bla...

but if i'm here..i will not know that i've been left..then, i will not feel hurt...

i will not come up with pesimist things...

so better for not knowing..than knowing things that hurt..........